Living Like An Empty Shell

Sometimes i feel like i'm so torn and suffocated by every aspect of my life. What i believed in, the things that i used to shout or stand for.. i'm put into that situation now.. Now i guess i can truly understand what others in the same situation as me have felt.. yes. the world does feel like it's coming to an end.

But why? Sigh.. i just want to let my heart stop pounding.. so i can stop hurting the people around me...